"Heartbreakingly real... a remarkable novel about the power of first love and the courage it takes to face your fears." -- Kami Garcia, #1 New York Times bestselling author

From #1 New York Times bestselling author Jennifer L. Armentrout comes a riveting story about friendship, survival and finding your voice.

Growing up, Mallory Dodge learned that the best way to survive was to say nothing. And even though it's been four years since her nightmare ended, she's beginning to worry that the fear that holds her back will last a lifetime. Now, after years of homeschooling, Mallory must face a new milestone -- spending her senior year at a public high school. But she never imagined she'd run into Rider Stark, the friend and protector she hasn't seen since childhood, on her very first day.

It doesn't take long for Mallory to realize that the connection she shared with Rider never really faded. Yet soon it becomes apparent that she's not the only one grappling with lingering scars from the past. And as she watches Rider's life spiral out of control, Mallory must make a choice between staying silent and speaking out -- for the people she loves, the life she wants and the truths that need to be heard.

Praise

"This book blew me away, completely. Gripping from page one, I -- quite literally -- couldn't put it down."
-- Christina Lauren, New York Times bestselling author

"We're left breathless and a little haunted and wanting more."
-- Danielle Paige, New York Times bestselling author

"An achingly real masterpiece... Heart-wrenching, heartwarming, heart-everything."
-- Wendy Higgins, New York Times bestselling author

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• Teen & Young AdultLiterature & FictionSocial & Family IssuesSelf-Esteem

• Publication Date: May 17, 2016
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• Print Length: 482 Pages
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