For fans of You've Reached Sam, If He Had Been With Me, and The Fault in Our Stars -- a heartbreaking story of first love, last goodbyes, and the magic of dreams.

Davis always said music could fix anything.
But he didn't leave a playlist for this.

Seventeen-year-old Prudence Spellmeyer is barely holding it together. Her brother -- her best friend, her lifeline -- is gone.

Lost in grief, she drafts a flawless escape: graduate, bolt to the city, and ditch her tragic Podunk town full of ghosts and gossip. Her only therapy? Hiding out in the back seat of the Gherkin -- her brother's 1971 pickle-green Monte Carlo. Wrapped in his old letterman's jacket, she slips into dreams where Davis is still alive. Dreams so sharp, so real, they're the only place she wants to be.

But the dreams are shifting.

What once felt comforting -- his voice, his jokes, his quiet way of showing up -- now feels twisted. Darker. And the only person who might understand is Steve Nolan: her ex-best friend, her childhood crush... and the guy who caused Davis's death.

She'd rather fail senior year than talk to him. Period. But when the choice is endure his tutoring or spend another year trapped in Podunk, Pru begins confronting everything she's tried to bury -- including the truth about that night, and the love she never thought she'd feel again.

An award-winning story about what grief keeps, what love forgives, and how far we'll go to hold on to everything that was.

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• Teen & Young AdultScience Fiction & FantasyFantasyMagical Realism
• Teen & Young AdultSocial IssuesDeath

• Publication Date: February 6, 2024
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• Print Length: 294 Pages
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