American Book Fest 2025 Best Book Award Finalist

When fifteen-year-old Ellie Wilder discovers a contraband journal hidden in her attic, her decision to read its contents rather than turning it over to TEAMMATE officials will destroy any chance of living a normal life. The good news? Andy Jacobs, the most popular boy in her school, now realizes she exists. The bad news? She might not exist much longer if TEAMMATE has anything to say about it. Now that she's awakened from the encompassing lie of the world she lives in, how can she possibly warn others who are content to remain in a blissful Neverland? She'll need to challenge her own beliefs, embrace her destiny, and put everything on the line or else the dying spark she's uncovered in this hostile future will be extinguished -- along with her life, forever.

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• Teen & Young AdultScience Fiction & FantasyScience FictionDystopian
• Teen & Young AdultScience Fiction & FantasyScience FictionApocalyptic & Post-Apocalyptic
• Teen & Young AdultReligion & Spirituality

• Publication Date: December 9, 2025
• Text-to-Speech: Disabled
• Lending: Disabled
• Print Length: 328 Pages
• File Size: 70 KB